Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Today is the two-year annivesary of the shootings that happened in our school. I wasn't sure if I was going to even mention it today on my blog, and still I don't really know what to say, but in the end it feels wrong to write nothing of it. I spend so much of my time in this place, and I see my students still so affected by the tragedy. Adam comes home with stories of his students - the students of that ninth grade class two years ago, students who were in the room when it happened - and how they are finally starting to heal, often through writing they do in Adam's class...Part of me thinks there is no reason to mention where I teach and what happened there because I don't want it to define the place. I know a lot of teachers and community members worry about that----- Everyone will think of the reservation and immediately link it to "the shooting". But the fact is that it happened, and the community deals with it every day, and the students are afraid, or they are numb, and the loss of so many lives in that small community - a community where everyone is somehow tied to everyone else - is too devastating to not acknowledge.
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I think your acknowledgement is a good one, Laura. I was reminded of Red Lake today by a huge billboard on 94 with the pictures of the two missing boys and a $30,000 reward offered.
. . . I hope you and Adam have a good day back with the students tomorrow. :)
You two blow me away. So much is offered with your presences.
healing is a process. and now you are a part of that process. anyway, you care about your students for what they ARE--and your words show that.
tasha, i saw the same billboard yesterday. i was standing underneath it at the bus stop. sometimes home doesn't feel so far away.
I'm beginning to understand the title of your blog, how absolutely nightmarish. I can understand you wanted to mention it but at the same time, it must be overwhelming and the desire to move on so strong but how can this be forgotten? I suppose it can't be, shouldn't be.
Laura - as always, your care, compassion and candor say it all. you are a wonderful, caring person. by posting about the shootings, and so honestly expressing how it affects the community, you demonstrate how connected you are to your students. I am so BLESSED to count be able to call you a friend ~
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