I'm in a strange mood tonight. A funk, though it's lessening. I hate to admit that I'm unhappy at the moment, because really I have nothing to complain about, but at the same time I know I have some company. (misery loves company, etc etc). It's that feeling of ...well, being just pissed off in general. Maybe there's something specific, but maybe not. I feel like a child, and though it seems like equating my behavior with a twelve year old's might quickly snap me out of this....no.
I'm not sure what's the point of this post. It's one of those I'm already considering deleting, but....what the hell. I know I appreciate it when others are honest about what they're feeling, even if it's not really impressive. Because I do not believe the people who say they are never angry, or jealous, or afraid, or whatever. So.....here I am: somebody who's feeling all of this, plus gratefulness for all I have, and love for the people in my life, and anticipation for.....Halloween!? I'm spraying my hair black, and wearing something ridiculous/garish, and planning to enjoy the day.
So I guess I'm coming out of my funk.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
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2 comments:
Don't delete it Laura! I love the honesty. It also helps other people come out of their funk, I promise. :) Interesting, black hair. I bet it will look very dramatic on you. I hope you have a wonderful Halloween and say good-bye to the crappy mood and let it go.
Please do not delete it Laura! I think it is important to put it out there and let it go otherwise you will hold on to it. This way you release it away. Hopefully the writing made you feel better!
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